Bad Dreams

BAD DREAMS


.. that come true.


Why, Fabregas, why?
It broke my heart when the news came that he wished to leave Arsenal for Barca. I mean, how demoralising is it when your own captain abandons the club? What impression does that leave on the rest of the young squad?


It still hurts seeing pictures and news of him all abuzz with him leaving for Barcelona. I wish now i wasnt so involved in football, but unfortunately i am and always will be for Arsenal. As corny as it sounds i nearly sobbed with anguish when reality just hit. i never expected him to leave.. but it is his career after all. How do i see him now decked out in a Barca outfit? When Henry left i didnt give a damn but Cesc?

On the other hand, i understand his frustration with the club not winning practically anything season after season. When you're split between loyalty to a continuously weakening club and a golden career chance, a footballer doesnt have to think twice about what to do. Not when a huge club like Barcelona are at the peak of their form and sweeping all the titles in their path.


But it really really really breaks my heart to see him go. And i cannot fathom how Arsenal will deal now without their captain and best midfielder. I can no longer see his pics without horrible scribbles of old scars reopening. I cannot bear to see the old photos of him with his Captain armband and think of where he is now.

Sorry for the sickening sentimentality, but i still cant get off the shock of his decision. Damnit Wenger, GO AND SPEND SOME MONEY ON SOME BETTER PLAYERS. What on earth are you waiting for? For the current team to mature? And get Fabianski off the team! Get some longer-limbed goalie for all our sakes(though i like Almunia). For the first time i'm mad and upset at the same time over some football issue. Nadal not included. Funny, i never thought Fabregas had such an impact on me. Usually i'm all about tennis.

French Open is starting on Sunday, hopefully it will help take my mind off everything lately, from exams to Fabregas to my MSSM disappointment. Nothing soothes me better than to see Nadal victorious again.

~ Adios, Cesc Fabregas. ~

:( :(