Memories

MEMORIES

Five more days! Five more days till my freedom is capped for good. Oh well, all good things have to come to an end. But anyways, yes, since Jia is busy stalking my blog again, I might as well post a few awesome memories. Get ready for jackass photos, people! XD

We didn't take any group photos on Friday( forgot again, darn it), but we had an amazing time catching up. Besides, I did most of the talking. I talked A LOT. Like, too much, probably. But I bet they had fun listening to me and my 'stories'. I'm a really good story teller, honest. :D

Anyway, since we forgot to snap some shots for memories' sake(or at least, for my sake, the three of them are in the same college and can see each other anytime), I shall show what we were up to when we went out to 'celebrate' after collecting our SPM results.


Them girls and their awesome results :D

LOL, Joanna's expression. Classic. XD

We all did pretty well, considering the amount of A's(I'm gonna ignore the pluses and minuses here) we racked up between us. And if you're questioning why I'm not in there, it was because I left my result slip file in the car-- NOT because I did the worst(the worst..?) and was embarrassed by my result. In fact I'm very proud of it! :D

Proud enough to show it to all. Just kindly ignore the annoying B+ situated at the top. Totally ruined my score sheet.


THIS; is our 'top achiever'. XD

I mean, you can't see her results, but she got a full 10A's. That's a smart chick for you. And her name's Ng Yen Ling. :)


THIS here; is Joanna. She's almost everything I'm not; I'm fat, she's skinny, I'm dark, she's fair, she has straight hair, I have.. not straight hair, she had big eyes, I have.. er, sorta small eyes. Sorta? Oh well.


This would be on Facebook if it wasn't for that horrid hair of mine. :(

IT RUINED MY PICTURES DARN IT. I didn't know what was wrong with it that day. Absolutely unfortunate time to have a bad hair day! I was trying to grow it out; that's the last time I'm snipping my hair short, I can tell you that. Thank goodness it's in a better shape now though :D


We attempted a 'group shot' by ourselves.. and wasn't very successful. Heh.

There are several mumble-jumble ones( we took quite a few trying to get it right) but one had Ling looking like a puntianak with her hair, another had half my face sliced off, and the rest.. is history. Besides I don't think they would be ecstatic should I put them up here. The inner me secretly doesn't want them to see the light of day either.


"Three minutes?! There's no such thing! I don't believe it!"

Hahaha, just kidding. She actually thought they tasted pretty good. I just had to grab that shot, it seemed perfectly epic. And you can make up all sorts of weird captions for it, with that face! XD

Ohh, but you wanna see something that screams epic? Here's one to finish up.

Seriously, it couldn't get any better. XD

That's what happens to people who steal my camera and start monkeying around with it. MY FINGERS WILL RUIN YOUR CAMWHORE SESSIONS. Hahahaha. Not to mention the perfect positioning and the camera trick. Awesome. XD


Epic; that's what my memories are.
It doesn't get any better than that :)

Love you guys to bits, all of you.

To College And Back

TO COLLEGE AND BACK


Starting college is such a pain. Yes, the campus is awesome. Yes, I'm doing a course of my choice. Yes, I even got a partial scholarship. But the location is making me play games around Sri Hartamas and Damansara!

Driving up and down and this way and that is making my head spin. Use this way to go to college, use that other way home. Oh no don't go that way, it's always jammed. And then there's the route from college to my apartment; which actually isn't too bad, but I think I've forgotten again the route from the apartment to my house. Ugh, I'm not a KL girl, and I have lousy sense of direction, how am I gonna survive in the suburbs of such a fast-paced city? O Lord, help me :(


My (future) campus

Got that pic off some blog, but yeah, that's how it looks like from the outside.

But yes, I did drive again today. I'm using the KL route that my cousin showed me once to get to college from home, except this time I had my supposedly reliable brother to show me the way. Well he DID show me the way, after we spent the morning going for a swim, but when we headed back he wasn't sure where we were going. So I decided to just follow the signboards, but ended up on the federal highway which is always nearly jammed up in the evenings. It did get us home, but it wasn't the same route my cousin had showed me earlier.


Yeah, head's pretty buzzed up now. Not to mention I still have to apply for that stupid season pass from the shopping complex where my campus is located. Darn it, since when did starting college require that much preparation and memory? Nobody I know has to go through what I am going through at the moment.. who knew starting college was such a bummer? Hmph.


In the meantime, I have an appointment with my orthodontist tomorrow so I'm getting myself prepped for a long, long, long lecture-nagging from him since my bite protecters broke off last week after I bit too hard and I didn't bother to call and come in to have it fixed. After a week of being able to talk like a normal human being, I have to wave goodbye to what has been the best week with braces, EVER. :((

And after that..? Catching up with the girls for the last time on Friday before I start college. They're planning on roasting me to squeeze out some info that I refuse to divulge, so yep, have to prep for that too. :S

Pretty much excited to meeting new people on July 4th, just hopefully not too many rich-Mont-Kiara-spoilt-brats-with-too-much-money-and-branded-goods-and-sports-cars. Now, was the orientation in the Alpha Theater or the Beta Theater..?
Darn it, I better not get lost on my first day in college!

Secrets No More

SECRETS NO MORE

Nobody was supposed to read that last post. NOBODY. :S

Honestly, the only reason why I blogged like that was because I thought everyone assumed my blog to be dead; and that only strangers would come hopping by some time or so. Strangers who do not know me personally nor the people around me, and do not know what on earth I'm talking about.

But then, *poof*( yes, putting in some awesome effects here) my sis decides to drop by and laughs at me when I skype her. VERY FUNNY. But that was my sister. And then Jia decides to go invade my blog and finds out something I didn't expect her to find.

I couldn't even remember what my last post was about; and going back to read it made me go quite red in the face. Except the redness couldn't be seen thanks to the color of my skin haha. But seriously, that post was embarrassing. Just embarrassing. If I had any hint that anyone close to me would go back and visit this blog, I wouldn't have gotten so personal.

You know me; I'm not much of the kind that expresses my feelings well. And when I get confused, I become... well, like my last post. All emo and un-understandable. LOL.

But these days I'm pretty cheerful. I'm feeling good. I'm feeling excited. I'm feeling optimistic.

It's not often you feel this way so when I do, I've learn to appreciate and cherish it, because there are days when your head is just filled with dark clouds.

And on those days, you can always lean on those closest to you who made you laugh before to put a smile on your face. :)

P.S. Jia, if you're reading this, I MIGHT contemplate it. Hahahahaha. XD

Peace out ;)

Black Rose

BLACK ROSE



I'm just wondering.



I'm particularly feeling confused; everything from newly-made Youth friends to God and His will, to my relationships with old friends and impending college. Right now I'm just so buzzed up in my head about so many things that yesterday seemed like small things sticking about at the back of your head.


I can't really explain it; it's just some sort of feeling. And there's the boy thing too, that just persistently refuses to wriggle from my mind no matter how much I try to squeeze it out. But the last thing I need to prioritize right now is trying to get AJ's attention.

Is this normal? To feel like suddenly the people around you are nothing but hypocrites? That they're nice to you at times but suddenly seem like people that might think you're a jerk deep inside? That's really unfair, especially when others have done nothing to deserve that kind of thought; in fact, they've been nothing but nice to me.

I just feel rather... excluded. I feel rather isolated. At the moment.
Don't know whether it makes sense; at times like these I don't even know what to think.

I feel that I'm always alone. That I'm walking alone. Getting about with my life alone.
Does it make any sense whatsoever?

Yeah, I'm no fan of sentimental posts myself, but then I wouldn't like myself either if I didn't have any depressing emotions that surface every once in awhile. What, a robot? Though at times, it's a tempting wish I would want granted, I'll admit.

But even robots break down from all those weary days they're put through.


Robots; out.