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DILEMMA-ED.

War of the technologies.

Canon IXUS 200 IS ?

Or....

Ipod Touch??

I DONT KNOW WHICH TO CHOOSE.

I need a camera desperately, in the meantime i can stand my ipod shuffle any longer.

Any neat suggestions? :/

BTW; What do you think of this new skin? :D Thought it needed a change.

one word : TORN.

THANK YOU, LORD. :D

THANK YOU; LORD. :D

Really, if you truly believe and trust in Jesus He keeps to his word and answers your prayers!
Fat Fry came back to us this morning, much to my relief and ecstasy, and my mum's.

God never fails in keeping his promises.

However, something is not right.
Fry looked really shaken up and frightened and withdrawn and didnt eat much although we havent fed her for 4 days. I never thought i would hear what my mum called to me this morning, " Fry is back!" but i did and i was never happier than to run outside to give her a hug. But it was worry that overcame instead when i saw poor Fry looking downcast and terrified although she wasnt afraid of us. I never so much wanted to stay behind to look after Fry but i had to shift my butt off to sch. Unfortunately, yes.

Fry came for dinner as well at 5pm just now and we're convinced that she will be fine and recover from whatever ordeal she'd been through. i'm praying now thanking the Lord for His miracle and also to keep Fry with us and not let her go missing again.

We're still wondering what happened to her for those few days. If some bastard caught her and mistreated her... well i cant point out the culprit but i'm all hopes that God shows you the true meaning of cruelty. And if you did anything to Lucie, i hope you rot away for the rest of your life. I'd love to say rot in hell but i dont think its appropriate to wish someone to hell no matter how cruel they are because even God is not willing to.

(Kindly ignore the lazy yawning Cream Cat in the picture :D)
Anyway, thank you Jesus for giving us our Fry back. Thank you so much for restoring the joy in our lives. Thank you for watching over her and keeping her safe and may she recover and become the same, playful Fry she once was. Amen. :)

..and Lord, please continue watching over our Lucie, your miracle has ignited our hope again.

one word : JOY.

I Leave It Unto You Lord.

I LEAVE IT UNTO YOU, O LORD.

Please pray for my missing pets. Whoever you are, whoever is reading this please pray that Fat Fry and Lucie will come back.

I'll deeply appreciate it and so will my whole family.

"Lord, please look out for Lucie and Fry wherever they are; keep them safe so that one day they will return to us.
In Jesus' name we pray, Amen."

MISSING.

MISSING.

I miss Lucie so much. Its been nearly a month since she disappeared and we have no idea where she could have gone or worse, what might have happened to her. I dont know how many times my mum and i prayed that she would show up one morning at the door again for breakfast and i've scoured all the back alleys and neighbouring roads calling for her.

This is the only pic i took randomly once. She's so hyper its tough getting a proper pic.

All the fun times i miss.

So she scarred me when i bathed her but i rather have a thousand scars than not have my Lucie back.

And now there's this sick feeling of deja vu again. :(

Fat Fry's not come home for 2 days now. I love my Fry so much and she's such a dear, and thinking of not seeing her again is horribly nauseating.

IF ANYONE SEES ANY OF MY CATS PLEASE CONTACT US :
O356348055.

Fat Fry is..


white with brown ears and big baby blue eyes and looks almost like a siamese cat.


Its like going to hell and back worrying abt her. She's super adorable and i'd do anything to get her back again.

I'm horrified that someone might have stolen them because both are white with blue eyes and although they're actually strays they're beautiful, especially Fry.

Please please look out for them because i dont know what else to do. Please help get my missing kitties back. If anyone finds them please give us a call and if anyone took them by mistake please just return them and not throw them out somewhere.

I know they're out there somewhere and all i can do is pray that God keeps them safe wherever they are.

"....the warm embrace that no one knows."
-Daughtry.

one word : T_T

Finally.

FINALLY.

Yep i finally installed the program for my pictures. Though its just my phone pics, super blur and super lousy but oh well. Because im stuck with my moral now, i will just upload some pics from one of my cousin's recent bday celebration in Klang. Though yesterday we had another party for another two cousins. Whew.


Instead of the usual boring birthday cake, we had cupcakes with candles in shape of, er-- bees, clouds and grass. Naturally i took the cloud because it had the most icing. XD i know, im memang tamak.


The lighting of the birthday cupcakes... i dont know where the birthday girl is.

Saw Ivan who came down from Singapore for his break. He and Timothy ber-posing for Joni's camera. Okayyyyy..

Joe and Nicholas. Same age, same mindset, almost the same height and size. I never saw a noisier pair of cousins.


Steff on Skype. Which reminds me.

STEPH MA WANTS YOU TO ANSWER HER CALLS.
There now i've said it. Now she cant bug me no more. :D

Off to feed my fatsos and then suffer for moral. Grr.

one word : YAWN.

The Villain

MASTERMIND VILLAIN.

Jia you're gonna love this. REALLY :D



HAHAH, told you so. :D

I LOVE YOU CESC FABREGAS. :) :) :)

After all, who cant love him.

one word : PURRRRR-FECT.

Real moral dilemma

REAL DILEMMA.

I'm just done finishing up the 6th of my 8 moral essays. What the hell man. I still have 2 more to go AND i havent even started on my kerja amal. But how on earth do i do my kerja amal when i dont even have a camera? I'm deaddeaddead on monday.

I think i wont go tuition tmr. I better stay back and write my essays and maybe snag my brother's DSLR camera.

Perkembangan Diri- NO Problemo!
Alam Sekitar 1- Oh crap.
Kekeluargaan- OH CRAP.
Alam Sekitar 2- does recycling with your family be considered berkumpulan?

Everyone thinks kekeluargaan is easy but with my family who doesnt even have dinner together, well, lets say its gonna be a challenge getting my family together.
AND; someone has to take the photo. Minus one sibling.
AND; steff isnt here. There goes the other sibling.
In the end, i only have one brother in my "family photo". That should be a good one.

Speaking of which, we went out to Subang Parade today and since Joe wasnt interested in tagging around little girls' clothes departments he went to Speedy and spent ages there. I wondered what could actually keep him for hours at the shop--- how many times do you look at the same DVDs? -- and i when i went to get him i couldnt see him at all. Okayyyy.

ME : JOEL!
*Voice from behind a shelf* : What?
ME : What are you doing? *Looks up* Oh.
JOE : Blu-rayDVD is very clear la...!
ME : Stop watching Transformers 2 and lets go.

Yep, he was sitting on the floor enjoying the Transformers 2 movie on a huge plasma tv in the shop. Free entertainment. Even though just yesterday we watched that same movie on our own tv.

BTW; i think talking robots are getting the better of me. I've been watching so much transformers i feel like a little kid. Moral of the story : Too much transforming can make your mind go infantile. But who cares?

I'D TAKE ROBOTS OVER LAME VAMPIRES AND WIZARDS ANYTIME. :D

And another thing. I MISS MAPLE. :( :( :(
I miss mapling so bloody much. I miss my character and all the crappy hunting and quest doing and the monsters. T_T See, mind gone infantile again.

Esther, you need to grow up._.

one word : DIE.

Confused.

CONFUSED.

I have many things to regret for. And i dont know what else to do or what i'm supposed to think.

I'm sorry i'm not like other people. I try to be but then i wouldnt be me.
I feel like bloody screaming.

one word : WHY.

Too Lazy

OF NOVELS AND REPITITIONS.


I'm too lazy to blog. Well i have things to blog but no pics to post. Sad aint it.
Supposed to study tonight for Modmaths but got caught up in my book. Funny, i'm finally finishing a book after all those months of incompleted reading of various novels. This one is okay i guess but like my mum warned me it doesnt do anything but repeat itself. Over and over and over again, holy crap. I remember in the beginning i was getting so annoyed with the soppy-ness and i was like, " I GET IT! SHE GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR HIM, now will you please get on with the story???!! "

One page; "She knew she had to make a sacrifice, and she decided to give up everything for him."
Another page; " She could not look back. She could only look forward because she had given up everything for him."
YET another page; ".. she had given up everything for him."

I TELL YOU. And that was just one chapter!

And predictably she repeated other versions over and over and over, so i decided to skip a few pages because its obviously boring reading the same thing in three or four or even five pages. Because this author is well known i will not reveal the novel in case i get an overwhelming wave of protests. Typically.

I still have other books to read and this book is certainly not going to help in any essay writing because its too soppy for my taste. I know its suppose to be touching and thought-provoking but... its nothing but overly soppy and yes, i get it she wants to go back to her convent, will you PLEASE stop repeating that? Seriously, it gets on my nerves. And every guy she meets falls in love with her. In the middle of wartime. When they're supposed to be caught up in resistance business and she's supposed to be a nun. Are you sure this is quite reality?

Anyhow, its alright reading this book but i will NOT read a second one. First one is enough, thank you. I think i'll go back to my Phillip Margolin and Khaled Hosseni after this. There are almost more than 15 chic lit books my sis left in the room that i havent touched in years. Unlike my sis i never went through that phase. They're still gathering dust and i still find them a big fat snore. I dont take even romances to heart because they dont happen in reality. Thats why i slept through P.S i love You after one read. Sorry. AND MY JACKASS SISTER TOOK MY THOUSAND SPLENDID SUNS. GRR. YOU TOOK THE ONE OF ONLY VERY FEW BOOKS THAT I ACTUALLY READ. Stupid girl.

I gave up True Blood ages ago. My obsessions last so short it was like it never happened. With all the hype around vampires these days especially with the Moon movie or whatever you call it coming out, they make even Harry Potter look old-fashioned.

THATS WHY I LOVE TALKING ROBOTS. XD

Even if some are rather scary-looking. Makes me wanna watch transformers2 again after watching Transformers yesterday. "PRIIIMMMEEE...."

:D
LOL. Go Megatron.

So? Ivor prefers talking animals. Swt.

And he hasnt watched Ice Age 3 even yet. Sigh.


one word : REPEAT.

I Taste Freedom.

I TASTE FREEDOM... AND TENNIS.

MUHAHAHAHA. Well i cant help it if i love tennis cant i? Shia blogs abt his CF activities and abt God. Other ppl blog abt things they like; or of they dont have personal interests they blog abt random stuff. Jia and Ling have been criticizing my continuous blogging on tennis and nadal. Especially Nadal. They seem have something against poor Rafa. As does my mum. She said he was losing because he was wearing those checkered pants and i said who cares as long as he has a nice ass? XD Jia said if i blogged anymore on Nadal she would go nuts. Well, why not? XD

Hahah, since she asked so politely, i will temporarily cease my Nadal posts. Watch out though, the London Finals are coming soon and with my exam behind me i assure all my faithful readers that there will be plenty of tennis ranting. :)

Speaking of blogs, reading Shia's posts make me feel rather guilty. i mean, i read so many ppl's blogs that talk abt God and CF and keeping the faith. I see all the CF members active in many things that praise God and i dont even get involved with them, whatmore i dont attend church anymore. And i dont blog anything on my faith, God or christianity, unlike all my other christian friends, which precisely makes me feel bad when i read others' posts. Reading Shia's blog was the final straw. It makes me wonder whether im being the christian i should be or whether my faith is strong enough, and particularly questioning my relationship with God.

I dont pray every night, and i rarely read the Bible. I guess i dont like reading all those posts because it makes me feel guilty abt nt doing so. But sooner or later im going to have to face it, and i think that time will be now. I think of going back to church but for some reason i cant mingle with the teens my age there although basically i've known them since i was 3years old. Maybe i just suck at socializing, or they're hostile, i dunno. It troubles me to see other ppl like Shia with such strong foundation and i wonder how on earth do i do that?

Maybe i'll ask my mother for answers. I've no doubt she will tell me what i need to know.
Perhaps its just the pressure?

P.S sorry for the lengthy generic confession. It must have bored u to death like i said, sooner or later it would have to come out. And it aint tennis, see? :)

one word : DOUBT.

Duke the Dog Commercial.

SPAY YOUR PETS.

For those who do not bother to read newspapers, allow me.



1Malaysia my foot if we are united in destroying animals instead of saving them. Comel kan the commercial? :)

btw; CHOO, you didnt tell me you got a dog. To think i had to discover it through serendipity. And go neuter it!

note to self : 1MALAYSIA ?

PAJAMA BOY.

PAJAMA BOY.


Nadal loves to explore style. We all know that by now. But catch me giving him an A+ for wearing boxer shorts on court! :S

Dont you think it looks like something you go to sleep in?

Green shirt; awesome.
Pajama pants; maybe not.



Feds pulled out from 2 tournaments but i still had Nadal to watch :)
Unfortunately, he had to beat Baghdatis :( , Blake :(( , and Safin :(((( to get to the semis. But then, when it came for him to beat somebody i didnt mind him defeating, HE LOST TO MARIN CILIC. Damn, nadal! You keep beating all my fav players like Safin and Gasquet and Blake and Baghdatis but i guess wearing pyjamas didnt help u beat Cilic. Oh well. I still love you. :)

Do keep track of your fashionista persona next time though before you end up parading like a clown on a Grandslam court.

note to self : NADAL'S BACK! ;D

Freedom Come.

HALFWAY TO FREEDOM.

Well, so they say. The past month has been like being squeezed in this tight bubble filled with nothing but Chemistry and Physics and Bio and Addmaths and Sejarah and so on and so on. There were points when i got so fed up but kept kicking myself to read although my head was already spinning like there was no tomorrow.

Yes, i left my blog for dead the past few weeks. Sry peeps. But studies always comes first yeah. ;)

I'll be reviving it as much as possible after the final 2 days of exam are over. Screw Physics and Chem. I tell you though, my worst subject is gonna be modmaths. I SUCKED AT IT SO BAD CAUSE I NEVER STUDIED IT PROPERLY. I'll probably get higher for physics to put it that way.

Anyway, after the Bio papers were over, all i did was rollercoaster-tycooned all night. Then i got bored of cleaning up ppl's puke and maintaining my rates and waiting for new rides so all i did was watch tv. Speaking of which, MUM DOESNT LET ME WATCH HELLBOY 2. So i borrowed Jia's dvd XD.

ME : The guy in hellboy's super hot.
Steph : ??
ME : The WHITE one, NOT the red one!
Steph : Ohhh.... OHHHHHHHHHHHH...!!!! hey ya! XD

Sorry, i watch it purely out of intention to stare at the white one. And only the white one. :D

And i just got off Skype with Steph. The stupid lady going shopping tmr and then she's going CLIFF JUMPING AND SURFING. Damnit sister! You watch out im going to sky-dive before you do. Beat that! ;D

Till then, i will be back to install the program to upload my pics. Then the fun begins.

one word : AFTER.