Monster

Just one of those days when your demons start to show themselves. 

When you just wished you didn't exist sometimes, to just be encased in stone to never feel, to never love, to be numb to every sense of emotion of the human mind. 

Just one of those days when you're screaming inside and it's echoing loudly in your ears but you're nothing but a poker face. 

When all you want to do is just see humanity burn, to see -you- burn, because what you've lost all understanding of physical pain. 

Just one of those days when my dark angel is flashing its talons and I let her cut me till she draws enough blood. 

And I don't even care. 

I am a monster. I am a freak. 
Perhaps it's time to embrace it instead of battling it. Why lose when you can grow stronger... somehow.