4 Months Left

4 Months Left.

Sis is flying off to Hawaii in another four months :( :( :(

No more mad holidays together... :( :(
No more crazy nights with her laptop and her adam-lambert-madness...

No more Saturdays of squash and swimming and lunch at Bean's.. D: D:
No more Christmases together...

No more spending the holidays going out by ourselves..
No more ranting about my sch hw and abt sch gossip and so on..
No more discussing abt all kinds of crappy stuff..
Nobody to rely on when Mum's in a bad mood..
Nobody to go to when i need advice..
Nobody to listen to my probs and many many stories..
Nobody to watch tennis with me..
Nobody to squeal with when i see Nadal..

..and the list goes on and on. :(

Nvr realise how much a difference it would make when sis isnt here till after i was finishing her Xmas card. i was writing ".. next year i'll be doing this on my own.." when it struck me that this would be the last Christmas we would have for a very very long time. And its true; from this Christmas onward i would be shopping for Christmas pressies and planning all my parents birthday surprises on my own.

AAHHH HAWAII. :D:D
Right now she's looking forward to this.
I still dunno what i intend to be; which worries me considerably.

When Steff is off i would be doing everything on my own; and that sucks alot seeing i have two uselessly lazy and unreliable brothers and a rather fussy mum.

She recieved her acceptance letter from the uni she applied for and she's staying there for the next FOUR years. T_T Marine biology is a long course but she intends to have a job that is a hobby altogether, which is really rewarding. :D

Its great that she's excited and doing what she plans to; but at the same time you cant help but feel sad that she wont be there when im sitting for my SPM and helping me out with my studies and during my birthdays and on Christmases and helping me handle the cats and wont be there when i enter college and no more random trips to Pyramid and movie trips and so on. :(

She's definitely the best sis i could ever have asked for. :D

Especially how she puts up with my brattiness when we were younger and all those rants and negative opinions i have. Patience is her virtue. :D

And lastly, there wont be anybody to go running with or play squash with or work out at night with. But for now i can only make most of the dwindling months we have left. Ironic how i spent 16years in the same room as her and then suddenly its just another four months left and you just wished she could stay longer. :(

one word : HAWAII.