ACHES
You're prolly not gonna read this ever, but you should know something.
YOU ARE AWESOME.
How dare you say you're not good enough? How dare you think you don't mean much to your brothers or friends or loved ones? How could you lie to yourself and bring yourself down like that? D:
We love you Matthew. God loves you. That's why He's given us someone as special as you in our lives. Because we needed someone like you; to bring us up when we are down, to bring us down if we are too high up, to encourage us in the ways of the Lord, to be the light of the party, to cheer us up, to cook us awesomely delicious food(I'll never forget that), and most of all, to be the older brother I never had.
Yep. You heard me. Well, not yet obviously. One day, perhaps, I'll get to tell you. But it does kill me to think that someone like you would have such depressing thoughts, worst of all about himself. We are all human, it is true; Satan always tries to put doubts and worries in your head, but it doesn't mean you cannot overcome them. I am in no position to do much, but I shall pray for you. I shall pray that you see what a blessing you truly are; and what an amazing brother you are to AJ, I shall pray that you see yourself as you truly are--- humble, honest, lovable, funny, protective, loving, cheery, strong, sensible, talented, smart ...and many other characteristics which I do not know of.
I hate to see you bring yourself down; but I can always understand that. I do that all the time to myself... I never think I am good enough and see the faults in myself instead and focus on them even when others try to tell me otherwise. So, you are not alone. You shall pull through this. I know you will... because nobody is going to let you do this to yourself. I certainly won't.. and I've only known you for like what, three months? See, that's how much of an impact you have. I trust you more than people I've known for years. :P
Maybe one day when I've gained your trust, I can drill it into your head so those horrible thoughts get pushed out. Imma shake it into you so stop getting upset. If that's what it takes, because we all hate to see you like this, and it upsets everyone who cares for you.
So cheer up :). Stop thinking so lowly of yourself. You are blessed, and you are a blessing to others.
Thankyou for being the awesome big bro I needed my whole life! :DD
Peace out.
YOU ARE AWESOME.
How dare you say you're not good enough? How dare you think you don't mean much to your brothers or friends or loved ones? How could you lie to yourself and bring yourself down like that? D:
We love you Matthew. God loves you. That's why He's given us someone as special as you in our lives. Because we needed someone like you; to bring us up when we are down, to bring us down if we are too high up, to encourage us in the ways of the Lord, to be the light of the party, to cheer us up, to cook us awesomely delicious food(I'll never forget that), and most of all, to be the older brother I never had.
Yep. You heard me. Well, not yet obviously. One day, perhaps, I'll get to tell you. But it does kill me to think that someone like you would have such depressing thoughts, worst of all about himself. We are all human, it is true; Satan always tries to put doubts and worries in your head, but it doesn't mean you cannot overcome them. I am in no position to do much, but I shall pray for you. I shall pray that you see what a blessing you truly are; and what an amazing brother you are to AJ, I shall pray that you see yourself as you truly are--- humble, honest, lovable, funny, protective, loving, cheery, strong, sensible, talented, smart ...and many other characteristics which I do not know of.
I hate to see you bring yourself down; but I can always understand that. I do that all the time to myself... I never think I am good enough and see the faults in myself instead and focus on them even when others try to tell me otherwise. So, you are not alone. You shall pull through this. I know you will... because nobody is going to let you do this to yourself. I certainly won't.. and I've only known you for like what, three months? See, that's how much of an impact you have. I trust you more than people I've known for years. :P
Maybe one day when I've gained your trust, I can drill it into your head so those horrible thoughts get pushed out. Imma shake it into you so stop getting upset. If that's what it takes, because we all hate to see you like this, and it upsets everyone who cares for you.
So cheer up :). Stop thinking so lowly of yourself. You are blessed, and you are a blessing to others.
Thankyou for being the awesome big bro I needed my whole life! :DD
Peace out.
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