Reprise.

REPRISE.

I think we have enough of emo posts. I'm ill of them myself.

After all, i realized that the more i keep bothering myself about it, the more harm im doing to myself.
Might as well just let go and keep going and be numb to everyone around me.

Yesterday, i was THIS close to posting some really vulgar/X-rated/foul-language-d post out of my anger and rage but i managed to calm down and told myself that there wasnt any benefit in keeping my hatred inside me and that whatever she said was of her opinion, its not true because i know that im not what she says i am. What more sharing my rage out loud? People read it, think whats this girl's problem(LOL), shrug and click on the next blog thinking what kind of foul-language, half-demented lady they had just come across. No kidding XD.

And then i found out something else from Jia that made me question whether the people i call my friends are really my friends.
After all, i realized they were never really there for me, and they never bothered about my feelings, in fact they hurt me repeatedly over and over again.

I promised myself that next year i will sever all ties with them. I will let things sleep, i will endure whatever i have to endure in my final year and start afresh in the next one.

After all, no point holding on when all i get is a shove in the face, eh? And there's always room for others. So i'll be okay.

-"There's always a way to numb myself from your poison."